“I've never been so broken that it hurts intensely when I breathe I sit and cry an ocean not knowing what to think. I feel as though I've let you down and your love for me will fade and I can't help but feel horrible for mistakes that I have made. Just know how truly bad I feel for making you feel so vile I wish I could take it all away but it takes a little while Saying the words I'm sorry just don't seem like enough but we'll get past this together like we do when times are tough. I feel like you deserve better I hate what I put you through but if you give me the chance I promise I'll make it up to you.”