“I think I've been through enough. I'm tired of dealing with te bullshit the heart ache. I'm tired of dealing with the shame. I'm tired of playing everyone's game. I'm tired of acting so happy when I'm really not I'm tired of acting the way I was taught. I want to be free so let me be. I'm tired of dealing with my depression. Tired if seeing everyone better than me more prettier than me. I'm just tired. I lost too many people and I'm loosing tons more I'm done dealing with it. I think I might just quit sounds like a good idea until I start. I feel like I'm so alone in the dark. Yeah I make mistakes I fuck up a lot but no one compares to the bestfriend I got. This might not make sense this night sound dumb but I don't care you can all suck my dick. Because she is my best fucking friend and there is no doubt in this.!”
