“I hate this second I hate this minute I hate this hour I hate this day I hate this year I hate my life I hate my family I hate my friends I hate that I cant do anything right I hate that I cant die right now I hate that I wont die right now I hate this world I hate that I cant express my feelings I hate that I cant find the right knife I hate that I'm still writing this poem I am going to say good bye to the world even if the world dont care the world did this to me”