“I wait every moment you do (but not, because I love you,) so you can feel proud of yourself thinking that someone loved you_It pains me to wait it out is another matter that I pretend toknow it really began to love, _I can not give you anything | but false expectations, which is a day to break destiny | my efforts trying to give you happiness only your heart will become cancer | I had no such luck, so thought I like checkmate will”