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“What on earth is to become of me? What have I done?” I exclaimed as I paced the soft carpet. “Well,” I went on with sudden determination, “what MUST come, MUST — that’s all;” and, taking up the bonbons and the cigars, I ran back to the other part of the house. The fatalistic formula with which I…” quote by Leo Tolstoy
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““What on earth is to become of me? What have I done?” I exclaimed as I paced the soft carpet. “Well,” I went on with sudden determination, “what MUST come, MUST — that’s all;” and, taking up the bonbons and the cigars, I ran back to the other part of the house. The fatalistic formula with which I had concluded (and which was one that I often heard Nicola utter during my childhood) always produced in me, at the more difficult crises of my life, a momentarily soothing, beneficial effect. Consequently, when I re-entered the drawing-room, I was in a rather excited, unnatural mood, yet one that was perfectly cheerful.””

Leo Tolstoy

About This Quote

This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.

The narrator confronts existential dread, then adopts a fatalistic resolve that paradoxically lifts his spirits.

In simple terms: Facing crisis, he finds comfort in accepting fate.

Key Takeaway

Embrace acceptance to calm anxiety.

Themes

existential angst fatalism psychology resilience

Mood

anxious hopeful reflective

Type

literary psychological philosophical

When to use this quote

  • personal crisis
  • stressful decision
  • mental health
  • emotional regulation

Key Concepts

determinism coping mechanisms self‑talk

Questions to Reflect On

  • How does accepting fate affect your agency?
  • When does acceptance become avoidance?
A Different Perspective

Reliance on fatalism may discourage proactive problem solving.

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