Apocalypse Quote by Kirby Howell
““I opened the door of my mother's stand-alone wardrobe and let the smell of her wash over me. I loved having this one unspoiled part of her left just for me. I leaned forward, slipped my face in between the hanging silks and chiffons. Her scent was warm and possessive. If my idea of home had a smell, this would be it. Home. Mother. Oh God, please. My face crumpled, and my knees gave out. I pitched forward into her hanging clothes, grabbing at her blouses and dresses, smelling of gardenias and dusk. I fell to the closet floor, pulling some with me. I toppled amongst her shoes; stinging eyes squeezed shut, mouth frozen open in a silent "O." They were out there somewhere, their lifeless bodies, still and cold, and they would never be coming home again. I curled my legs inside the wardrobe and pulled the door closed, shutting myself away with her memory.””
About This Quote
Source Short story: “The Wardrobe” by Kirby Howell, published 2023
A vivid recollection of a child's deep emotional connection to a mother's presence, expressed through scent and memory, confronting loss and longing for comfort.
In simple terms: A child feels deep love and grief tied to a mother's wardrobe and scent.
Acknowledge and honor memories that shape your sense of home.
Themes
Mood
Type
When to use this quote
- visiting a childhood home
- processing loss
- creating personal rituals
- comfort seeking
- reflecting on family ties
Key Concepts
Questions to Reflect On
- How do sensory memories influence your sense of belonging?
- What rituals help you honor loved ones?
The intensity of grief may overwhelm, making it hard to move forward.