“Depression: Is like heavy chains they have your heart pin down by pain. So you keep trying to get up but every time you do you feel like rain. The only reason I'm still on this earth is the women I fell in love July 1 2013 she is my forever and always the bond we share is like no other love I've seen in my 20 years of living. Felt like hell until the night I found Courtney Lynn Altman aka my angel laying there next to me in my bed”