““I remember finding myself in situations I all of a sudden feel (remember) I've been in before: a "repeat" life flash. I remember those times of not knowing if you feel really happy or really sad. (Wet eyes and a high heart.) I remember, in crowds--total isolation! I remember, at parties--naked! I remember body realizations about how fragile we (life) really are (is). I remember trying to figure things out--(life)--trying to get it all down to something basic--and ending up with nothing. Except a dizzy head.””