“Now some guys be callin me soft but have they ever literally been drowndin in emotions tryin to forget memories of a 2 and 5 year old girls that I could have saved but I was to slow and just watched so why not jump in and drownd with them, yet years later I still remember that shit , till one day I pt a 9mill up to my head look to the sky scream 'SCREW YOU GOD' and pull the trigger 'BANG' the whole world fade to black all you can is your lil sis begging for answer as to why you pulled the trigger.”