““Memories warm you up from the inside. But they also tear you apart.' ... 'Nakata's lived a long time, but as I said, I don't have any memories. So this 'suffering' you talked about I don't rightly understand. But what I think is- no matter how much suffering you went through, you never wanted to let go of those memories.' 'That's true,' Miss Saeki said. 'It hurt more and more to hold onto them, but I never wanted to let them go, as long as I was alive. It was the only reason I had to go on living, the only thing that proved I was alive.' -389-391””