“I knew that when I met you Id found a special soul A lifetime of love To have and to hold But all you got from me were struggles A path of ups and downs And you patiently waited As I tried to figure it out I tried so many times To give you the perfect me But somewhere deep inside I was lost internally You were such a perfect love And an even better friend Everything I could ever want But I would never let you in I tried so hard to overcome my fear The thought of losing you But still I was afraid Of what allowing you in would do Im sorry if my insecurities Caused pain inside your heart It was never my intention To leave a lasting scar I regret every single day That I wasnt what you need And all I ever gave Was the most imperfect me”
