“To state the obvious time was never on our side. Me reflecting on this emotional night really opened my eyes. I hate that I could feel pain but I love that I can embrace happiness. Im disgusted that feelings can have a person blind and let words create a damage to a heart. This feels permanent maybe its cause time past and my mind healed but things still where bottled in when they should of been let go cause not everything sweet that comes in to your life stays. Time and the abuse of hurtful words turn that sweet thing sour before it leaves your life for good. Never let words make you feel secure because that's when people who have no honest destination take control Of a wheel that's only meant for your hands. Love is pain and she don't go away until your hands find its way back to the wheel that was only meant for your control from the very start.”