““It was very, very peaceful and all of a sudden I found myself shaking so hard that I had to sit down on the stream bank. Anytime. It could happen anytime and just this fast. I wasn’t sure which seemed most unreal... the bear’s attack or this, the soft summer night alive with promise. I rested my head on my knees letting the sickness, the residue of shock, drain away. But, it didn’t matter. I told myself – not only anytime but anywhere. Disease, car wreck, random bullet. There was no true refuge for anyone. But like most people, I managed not to think of that most of the time. I shuddered, thinking of the claw marks on Jamie’s back. Had he been slower to react – not as strong – had the wounds been slightly deeper. For that matter, infection was still a major threat, but at least against that danger I could fight! The thought brought me back to myself.””
![“I stopped taking drugs [in 1983]. There were a lot of things that led up to it. One thing was that a lover died. An ex of mine died in a car wreck and I was really trashed when I found out about it and I couldn't cry. I woke up the next morning and I said, "That's it," so I quit then. It was…” quote by Michael Stipe](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/img-quotes/af8/michael-stipe-6714_car_i-stopped-taking-drugs-in-1983-there-wer_859238.jpg)
