“Its hard to ignore the insults. I try to walk away but so far its showing no results. Should I just give up? Should I just walk away because I've had enough. I feel like I'm handcuffed to a crashing plane. I'm going insane. This time there is no parachute. I can't stop myself from thinking of you. No matter what I do, I'll always lose. As the plane goes up in flames. I realize that I'm the one to blame. It may seem lame but I'm sorry, but the weight of this wing thats falling is to heavy for me. And I'm to blame.”