“To feel faint, nauseous, and mute-while hyperventilating is a consequence of learning that the one you have loved, trusted, and devoted your heart to has chosen selfishness. He has made the decision; to keep secrets, tell lies, and articulate damaging words-to him-the value/worth (if even for a moment) is worth risking a 15yr marriage. To feel faint, nauseous, and mute-while hyperventilating is a consequence of realizing that this is not the first time I/we have been here¦”
