“Emilia," he says, and when he does, it warms me to my soul. "Every day you save me.” — Katja Millay Emilia Copy Share Image
“I think you and I both know it’s Josh who needs saving. Have a good time tonight.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“If there are two choices, I'm usually going to pick the wrong one, but I really don't do it to be an… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“His hands are miracles. I can watch them for hours, transforming wood into something it never dreamed of being.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“And if I want to leave here without regrets, I need to know there are no more unsaid words left to haunt… — Katja Millay Regret Copy Share Image
“I’d trade my hand all over again to take back everything I did and hear him call me Sunshine.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“If I could be alone, I would. Gratefully. I'd rather be alone than have to pretend I'm okay.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“-Emilia -dice, y cuando lo hace, me calienta hasta el alma-. Cada día me salvas.” — Katja Millay Amor Copy Share Image
“Wonderful. Last night's dinner, the charred remains of my dignity, and apparently, now, my undergarments, too. What else did I leave on… — Katja Millay Dinner Copy Share Image
“It's been five weeks since she walked out of my door. I started counting the second the door closed. I wonder when… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I am pressed so hard against the earth by the weight of reality that some days I wonder how I am still… — Katja Millay Nature Copy Share Image
“And if my Sea od Tranquility were real, it would be this place, here, with him. I don't say anything right away,… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Maybe nobody knows how. Sometimes it's easier to pretend nothing is wrong than to face the fact that everything is wrong, but… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“But I'm here and so is she and I can't let go. Maybe I don't need to save her forever. Maybe I… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Your name could mean to excel and you could be useless and crap at everything. You can put a name on anything,… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I never really bought the whole of his image, at least not to assume that it was all of him. But he… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I need to know that there's a way for people like us to end up okay. I need to know that there… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Seeing Josh is my homecoming. I didn't tell him I was coming back. He doesn't say anything when he sees me, and… — Katja Millay Communication Copy Share Image
“I've forgotten almost everything about my mom so I try to make myself think about her more. Otherwise, I'm afraid one day… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I don't know how to say it - after all this time, I'm not even sure that I can - but I… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I haven't gotten better. I'm not even close to okay. The only thing I've done is to decide to get better. But… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I'd sit in a circle and a bunch of people who'd been through as much shit as I had would look at… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“What did you call her?" she asks but I don't think it's her real question. "Sunshine," I say, and she smiles like… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I just wanted one person who would look at me and not want to see someone else.” “Who looks at you like… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Everyone wants to fix me... You're supposed to be the person who doesn't want to fix me.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“No matter how good he looks right now, Josh Bennett without work boots & the smell of sawdust is all sorts of wrong.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I love you, Sunshine, and I don't give a shit whether you want me to or not.” — Katja Millay Love Copy Share Image
“I'd watch her, amazed at just how much a person could accomplish fueled by tea and regret.” — Katja Millay Regret Copy Share Image
“You can put a name on anything, call it whatever you want, doesn't make it real. Doesn't make it true.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“There are so many things that can break you if there's nothing to hold you together.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I don't know if I'm okay. It shouldn't be possible to be this close to another person. To let them crawl inside… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Maybe I can save her right now, in this moment, and if I can do that, maybe it will save me and… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“You're right. He doesn't look at you sideways. He looks right at you and doesn't even tried to hide it.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Because it's good when you find one that does mean something. Makes all the empty ones worthwhile.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Maybe if I could have lived with that slight imperfection, I wouldn't be living with such a huge one now.” — Katja Millay Imperfection Copy Share Image
“I imagine she came out of the birth canal holding a cupcake and a spatula.” — Katja Millay Birth Copy Share Image
“Then, I'll find an empty restroom and check my hair and fix my lipstick, or as we cowards like to call it,… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“If I'm going to be rejected, I'd like it to come complete with humiliation.” — Katja Millay Humiliation Copy Share Image
“There's a reverence in the way he kisses me that frightens me, because it's the most wonderful thing I've ever felt.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
