“When the sun rises slowly in the morning and I awake from a sleepless, dark night, I feel how strongly I miss you, its burning. I try to focus on something else, with all my might, but it doesnt work, I still miss you with deep yearning. All day goes by with you on my mind, no escape. I just stumble blindly, unaware of my surroundings and without you nothing has meaning, no color, no shape. My heart hurts, I miss you terribly, so sad feelings. When the sun goes down slowly in the evening, I still keep thinking about you, nothing but you. I feel hollow inside, yet full of relentless aching. As the night comes again, I know there is no reprieve, just another sleepless stupor, tossing around and grieve. I miss you so much, I miss you all the time.”
