“Those minutes where I am alone,just me and my pillow. I think. alot. I think about everything anything.. it varies from what am I doing with my life.. to did I have homework.. the room is so silent. but my mind is so loud. it drives me crazy because the things I would never think about, I think about.. sometimes, I hate it because it brings up things I rather never think about again.. the split second before sleep is the most active second of my life”