“There are so many things going on inside my head. So many things that you won't understand. All those insecurities. So don't try to tell me that I'm having a bad day, because it's been going on for so much longer. The tears, the desperate cries for help that no one seems to hear. But I just slip up sometimes and I can't cover it up as well. I'm running out of strength and it's getting harder and harder to keep it all in.”