“My biggest prayer is to love her right. I want to love her like Christ loved the Church, love her like her Father in heaven loves her, love her like the Holy Spirit loves her soul and love her like she was created to be loved but sometimes, sometimes my flesh tries to intimidate me with that kind of love. Its like my spirit can rise from the depths of this corrupted prison with the voice of Abel screaming that I have not yet loved her to the extent that Christ loves the church see; I want a crucifixion type love.”