“Maybe I'm a little sad sometimes its too hard to smile sometimes theres nothing to smile about.. what do you do when everyone is moving and you just cant? I'm stuck I dont know what to do.. I never know what to do and you know what? I dont think ill ever know what to do. sometimes its just easier to hide under my covers and ignore everyone you know, sometimes I even ignore myself. did u know that was possible? because it is. its one of my talents. ignoring myself. maybe I'm a little more than just sad.”