“I was mad about him, I loved him like crazy. From day 1, he showed me he would nvr commit himself to me. But I clinged on to him, taking all the pain he intentionally gave me to make me realize that this was a waste of time. But I had a hope, a hope of being accepted. But he cheated me. He used me. He killed my soul. I am unable to give my complete self to the person who deserves it just because of a person who didn't think I am a human being at all.. I hate u.. but I love u so dearly too.. I miss u!!!”
