““I'm worried about who's gossiping about what to whom. I'm constantly worried if any petty, stubborn redneck hicks are "listening" to our very special, very private "conversations" for use as ammunition during any potential conflicts in the future. I'm terrified that I am somehow jeopardizing what you've been striving for for so long. I just wanted to check to be sure. Sorry for the confusion. Being even more out of touch with you, my LOVE, is the very last thing I want and need at this juncture. Please know that. I was so upset and saddened and angered to hear your latest news. I think it fucking stinks and I feel so ineffectual not being able to provide you with at least a teensy bit of solace. I am here for you. Always. I hope you know that despite everything, despite every roadblock life seems to want to throw in front of us, my love for you grows every single day, hour, minute, and second. When oh when, my dearest? That's the question that gnaws. Not if, but when. So much more to say, but it will have to keep until "when." I love you. I love you. I love you.””
