“I don't think of you, I cant. If I did every moment of you and me would break through the wall I have built and drown me. I don't want to remember you telling me you loved me or that you'll always be here, because you lied. Maybe I was dumb to think that we could be together forever and have a family and a house or maybe that shows just how big my heart is. When I love I love with everything I am, everything I can be, all that I want to be”
