“He still kept his eyes closed. But tears began to form in his eyes. Emotional tears of anger. He tried to control himself without success. And the tears flow out onto the pillow. He opened his eyes slowly,took a look at his visitor,and close them again. More tears gushed out of his eyes. This time,he was not feeling against the man,he was only overwhelmed by a feeling of being cheated,victimized,a feeling of helplessness,of futility of anger,and the imperative of an eventual forgiveness. A feeling of compulsion to capitulate to the commandments of Faith. And more tears flowed on to his pillow.”
