“Ive broken so many promises...yes, I will admit it. ill always love you. I promise. noone can take the big pice of my heart that you own. but, . . . you hurt me. and thats something that you cant just undo in someones mind. it hurts. . . . . and I know you know how it feels! because I was waiting for you through ALL OF IT! because I wanted you forever and ever, and you wanna know how come I kept coming back and coming back? because I REALLY DID LOVE YOU. but then you waited untill I was gone, out of there, not even car riding distance of an hour. you waited untill I got 720 MILES AWAY from you. and yes. I had hope for the first time I believed in hope. well of course I dont now. but I had hope for us. and I wanted it to be good and cool, but then I met this boy, and he changed my looks on everything, and then I thought and thought. it took me two months to get over you and finally tell you that we couldn't do it, . . . . . I fell in love with him. he made everything different in my eyes. . . the way he looked at me and the way he kissed me. . . and his beautiful personality, because I was the only one here, and you were there and I was here and he was here. . . . and I love him. but I cant have him, and he know I love him so much. but he has someone. . . and he even told me”
