“I’ll make a swing so I can reach the places I can’t reach yet.” — Nina LaCour Hold-still Copy Share Image
“If things happen for a reason, I was meant to get fucked over.” — Nina LaCour Fucked Copy Share Image
“Maybe we always were the people we imagined ourselves to be.” — Nina LaCour Imagined Copy Share Image
“She [Ava] was never something waiting to be solved. All she is—all she’s ever been—is a person trying to live a life.” — Nina LaCour Heart Copy Share Image
“Crushes are supposed to be fun, aren't they? They definitely aren't supposed to be so torturous.” — Nina LaCour Crush Copy Share Image
“Yearning is a red-haired girl sitting on the hood of her silver sedan, reading about Marilyn Monroe.” — Nina LaCour Infatuation Copy Share Image
“It was the moment I realized what music can do to people, how it can make you hurt and feel so good… — Nina LaCour Good Copy Share Image
“Life is paper-thin and fragile. Any sudden change could rip it wide open.” — Nina LaCour Change Copy Share Image
“He wipes tears off my face and then snot. He uses his hands. He loves me that much.” — Nina LaCour Best friend Copy Share Image
“... even if I couldn't get into the dark places in her head, I would at least be there waiting on the outside.” — Nina LaCour Caitlin Copy Share Image
“I always knew what I wanted to do, I just didn't know I could do it.” — Nina LaCour Knew Copy Share Image
“When you're friends with someone for such a long, it's easy to feel like she belongs to you, like the version of… — Nina LaCour Friend Copy Share Image
“This is how it works. You bust your ass. Not everything goes your way, and then, after a while, you get to… — Nina LaCour Approval Copy Share Image
“My best friend is dead, and I could have saved her. It’s so wrong so completely and painfully wrong, that I walked… — Nina LaCour Best friend Copy Share Image
“I sleep through the next day. Each time I go to the bathroom, I try not to look in the mirror. Once,… — Nina LaCour Hold-still Copy Share Image
“How special it was, that first sip, and each sip that came after. How it had settled and warmed her, made her… — Nina LaCour Bartending Copy Share Image
“What's the use in waiting until the right moment if that moment never comes?" I say. "What if the moment escapes you… — Nina LaCour Moment Copy Share Image
“When the bell rings, and lunch is over, I decide to come back here tomorrow, and the next day. I tell myself… — Nina LaCour Hold-still Copy Share Image
“It's a dark place, not knowing. It's difficult to surrender to. But I guess it's where we live most of the time.… — Nina LaCour Comfort Copy Share Image
“Dylan, in her skintight black jeans, safety-pinned shirt, and bulky armbands, with her hair sticking out in every direction and that black… — Nina LaCour Dylan Copy Share Image
“No one will know if you stay in bed all day. No one will know if you wear the same sweatpants for… — Nina LaCour Stay Copy Share Image
“We ate fish-and-chips in a dark pub that belonged in a different country, and we collected beach glass instead of shells, and… — Nina LaCour Dressing room Copy Share Image
“My mom says Ingrid's name and I start to hum, not the melody to a song, just one drawn-out note. I know… — Nina LaCour Music Copy Share Image
“I don't know if any of this would have happened if we had been at home... Would we have crammed ourselves into… — Nina LaCour Happen Copy Share Image
“Then, without really realizing it, I start to think of one thing I did wrong for each tree I look at. Wide… — Nina LaCour Bare branches Copy Share Image
“There are still Ava Maddoxes to find and sets to create and girls to kiss and colleges to attend. It's possible that… — Nina LaCour Heartbreak Copy Share Image
“She looks away and I wonderif it's because I'm telling her things she can't relate to. Maybe she thinks I'm being dramatic.… — Nina LaCour Books Copy Share Image
“Whenever Ingrid and I got out of the suburbs, into Berkeley or San Francisco, and saw how other people lived, Ingrid would… — Nina LaCour Depression Copy Share Image
“We love films because they make us feel something. They speak to our desires, which are never small. They allow us to… — Nina LaCour Cinema Copy Share Image
“I wish I knew why she never told me any of this. Maybe she thought I wouldn't be able to handle it,… — Nina LaCour High school Copy Share Image
“The first time she carved something into her skin, she used the sharp tip of an X-Acto knife. She lifted up her… — Nina LaCour Cutting Copy Share Image
“You go through life thinking there's so much you need. Your favorite jeans and sweater. The jacket with the faux-fur lining to… — Nina LaCour Books Copy Share Image
“There’s still this thing that happens after you break up with someone. It barely takes any time to work. All you have… — Nina LaCour Break Copy Share Image
“You might be looking for reasons but there are no reasons.” — Nina LaCour Friendship Copy Share Image