“To be perfectly honest, it scared me a little. You get so used to seeing the same thing in the mirror every day you stop thinking about what you look like.” — Cat Clarke Copy Share Image
“I remember. All of it. And it hurts. More than I'd ever thought possible. I know where I am and what I've done and why I can't move or speak or open my eyes. And I'm scared. It was all… — Cat Clarke Copy Share Image
“The butterflies in my stomach turn into vampire bats as we pull up to the school.” — Cat Clarke Copy Share Image
“It’s amazing, the lies you can tell yourself. Even more amazing, the lies you can believe when you’re desperate enough.” — Cat Clarke Copy Share Image
“It may just be a small step in a bigger battle, but it was something at least. Before you know it, lots of small… — Cat Clarke Copy Share Image
“Has this version of me been lurking there all along, somewhere deep below the surface, biding its time, waiting for its chance to make… — Cat Clarke Copy Share Image
“I can just close my eyes and let myself fall into oblivion. Maybe I'll hit the exact same rocks and my blood will mingle… — Cat Clarke Copy Share Image
“It's too weird to think about - how death seems to rewrite all the rules. People who never talked to each other can suddenly… — Cat Clarke Copy Share Image
“Everyone thought that things were getting back to normal. They had no idea that normal didn’t exist for me any more. Normal had been… — Cat Clarke Copy Share Image
“Her brain is like a filing cabinet – everything neatly stored in categories. My brain is more like soup – everything all blended and mushed together.” — Cat Clarke Copy Share Image
“I know people think suicide is selfish, and maybe sometimes it really is. But what happened to Kai was beyond what anyone should have… — Cat Clarke Copy Share Image
“That was progress, right there. Except no one would ever know how hard I was working to keep my temper under control, because the… — Cat Clarke Copy Share Image
“Our midnight feasts aren't so much 'lashings of ginger beer' as 'whatever booze we can smuggle in'.” — Cat Clarke Copy Share Image
“I smile. On the inside though, so no one can see. A secret smile just for me.” — Cat Clarke Copy Share Image
“Kai, are you sure you’re OK? You’re acting a little weird.’ He kissed me on the forehead. ‘Ah, Jemima! Weirdness is one of my… — Cat Clarke Copy Share Image
