I keep a fake smile, when really, I want to harm myself. I'm crying inside, I keep it inside, so I won't get hurt again. It's complicated, to say how I'm feeling to others. I just want to go, g… — Kaile Stewart Copy Share Image
This is how I feel right now. this is who I am. this is what happens when someone gets bullied, when I dont get… — Kaile Stewart Copy Share Image
Would you still love me if I cut myself? If I killed myself? Would you even notice? Would you even care? — Kaile Stewart Copy Share Image
Life is precious Life is a god sent gift and it is your duty to live it to the full. You might face several traumatic experiences in your life and feel there is no end to your distress. If you are courageous, the fighting spirit in you makes you tide over your difficult time and you come out a more… — Kaile Stewart Copy Share
I wish I could peel off my scars and seal them in a manila envelope Then hide it in the back of my wardrobe, along with all the sleeveless t-shirts that still have their price tags on Just so I didnt have to be reminded of my mistakes every time I look at my arms Do you see me holding… — Kaile Stewart Copy Share
Beware the person who has nothing to lose.In the end, music is your only friend.I know what its like to want to die; how it hurts to smile; how you try to fit in but you cant; how you hurt yourself on the outside; to try to kill the thing thats in the inside.Even the people who never frown eventually… — Kaile Stewart Copy Share
Once I was sitting by the side of the Ganges in Allahabad alone, in a very lonely spot, and I saw a man jump into the river. I thought he must be taking a bath, but then he started shouting, Help! Save me!he was drowning. I don't believe in saving anybody, but I thought that this is a totally different… — Kaile Stewart Copy Share
Suicide doesn't heal the pain it just passes it one to the people you love. — Kaile Stewart Copy Share Image
As the days go by, and I feel like cutting, or just ending it all, Ive gave up hope on myself, that Ill get better. There is no turning back now, right? There is no coming back. But it doesnt get better for me. No, instead, it gets harder. For me, maybe hard on the people around me, because they… — Kaile Stewart Copy Share
I've been overdosing on pain pills,etc. I'm so dizzy now. I want to die so badly — Kaile Stewart Copy Share Image
Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.Its hard to answer the question whats wrong when nothings right.Im tired… — Kaile Stewart Copy Share Image
I can't do this anymore. I never told anyone this in a long time. But I was raped. and I told people about it… — Kaile Stewart Copy Share Image
