““Nur you’re all I can see. You are everywhere, the scorching sunshine, the sound of my feet when I run, the thump in my heart. I can’t think straight, can’t focus, can’t accomplish anything with you near me. The hours I spent going over Layla’s plans? All I did was stare at that paper dreaming of you. And I know it’s dangerous to let go. If I give in, I could lose control, lose everything in just one second. I could be ripped right out of myself, wrecking everything I’ve worked so hard at. But, God Nur… I want the enemy.””
