The tattoo artist inflicts pain and I take it. With each…
““The tattoo artist inflicts pain and I take it. With each breath I count to one again. Each inhale, each exhale, time passes in the smallest of pieces, and pieces still smaller than those. This is how you count a life. This is how you go through it. Each second of hurt is a second that's already passed, one you never have to go through again. I have counted in pieces that small, when walking from the bed to the fridge seemed an insurmountable goal. I have counted my breaths, my steps, my eye-blinks, my hiccups, the tiny pulse in my thumb. And when I started getting tattooed, two of the things I used to need were gone: to write on myself, and to find irrelevant things to count. A second of intense pain is the most profound thing you can live through. And another, and another, and another, and then you know what it is to feel, and to struggle through that feeling one small agonizing increment at a time, and if you know that, you know what it is to live with mental illness.””
About This Quote
This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.
The passage describes using counting breath and bodily sensations during painful experiences, like a tattoo, to break down overwhelming moments into manageable increments, illustrating a coping strategy for mental illness.
In simple terms: Counting tiny moments helps endure pain and mental struggle.
Break pain into tiny, countable parts.
Themes
Mood
Type
When to use this quote
- therapy sessions
- tattoo appointments
- stressful work tasks
- daily anxiety triggers
- exercise routines
Key Concepts
Questions to Reflect On
- What small sensations can you notice when stressed?
- How might you apply this counting method in daily life?
Pain can also be a trigger for trauma, and counting may not work for everyone.