Sometimes it amazed him. Lanky Thom with his white hair…
““Sometimes it amazed him. Lanky Thom with his white hair and mustaches, who had been a Queen’s lover once, and more willingly than himself, not to mention more than a lover, if you believed half he said. Square-jawed Harnan with that tattoo on his cheek and more elsewhere, who had been a soldier all his life. Juilin with his bamboo staff and his sword-breaker on his hip, who thought himself as good as any lord even if the idea of carrying a sword himself still made him uneasy, and fat Vanin, who made Juilin look a bootlicker by comparison. Skinny Fergin, and Gorderan, nearly as wide in the shoulders as Perrin, and Metwyn, whose pale Cairhienin face still looked like a boy’s despite being years older than Mat. Some of them followed Mat Cauthon because they thought he was lucky, because his luck might keep them alive when the swords were out, and some for reasons he was not really sure of, but they followed. Not even Thom had ever more than protested an order of his. Maybe Renaile had been more than luck. Maybe his being ta’veren did more than dump him in the-middle of trouble. Suddenly he felt... responsible... for these men. It was an uncomfortable feeling. Mat Cauthon and responsibility did not go together. It was unnatural.””
About This Quote
This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.
Mat feels an unexpected burden of leadership over his diverse companions, confronting his own discomfort with responsibility.
In simple terms: Mat is uneasy about leading his friends.
Accept responsibility despite discomfort.
Themes
Mood
Type
When to use this quote
- battlefield command
- protecting allies
- making tough decisions
- managing diverse personalities
Key Concepts
Questions to Reflect On
- How do you handle responsibility when it feels unnatural?
- What qualities can turn luck into effective leadership?
Mat's luck may not guarantee success; leadership requires skill beyond chance.