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Before I was twenty, I mean, I used to think that life was…

“Before I was twenty, I mean, I used to think that life was a thing that kept gaining impetus. It would get richer and deeper each year. You kept learning more, getting wiser, having more insight, going further into the truth—” She hesitated. Port laughed abruptly. “And now you know it’s not like…” quote by Paul Bowles
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““Before I was twenty, I mean, I used to think that life was a thing that kept gaining impetus. It would get richer and deeper each year. You kept learning more, getting wiser, having more insight, going further into the truth—” She hesitated. Port laughed abruptly. “And now you know it’s not like that. Right? It’s more like smoking a cigarette. The first few puffs it tastes wonderful, and you don’t even think of its ever being used up. Then you begin taking it for granted. Suddenly you realize it’s nearly burned down to the end. And then’s when you’re conscious of the bitter taste.” “But I’m always conscious of the unpleasant taste and of the end approaching,” she said.””

Paul Bowles

About This Quote

This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.

Life’s richness is fleeting like a cigarette; initial pleasure fades into bitterness as time passes.

In simple terms: Life’s excitement fades quickly.

Key Takeaway

Cherish moments before they burn out.

Themes

life impermanence illusion wisdom

Mood

melancholic contemplative

Type

philosophical inspirational

When to use this quote

  • career
  • relationships
  • creative projects
  • health habits

Key Concepts

temporal decay hedonic adaptation existential awareness

Questions to Reflect On

  • What “cigarette” moments have you taken for granted?
  • How can you savor the present without fearing its end?
A Different Perspective

The analogy may oversimplify complex life experiences.

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