I know I most likely sound like a deppresing little sht…

“I know I most likely sound like a deppresing little sht but really, I just answer honestly. I'm tired of careing for people who don't even give one little sht about me, I'm tired of waiting for the texts and meassges that's never going to come, I'm tired of thinking everything will change and be diffrent, yet they will never ever change, I'm tired of giving out chances, when I'm only going to be let down I'm tired of putting 100% of an effort when I only get 1% in return, I'm tired of broken promises, I'm tired of all the let downs by the people who matter most to me, I'm tired of making somone a priority when in reality I'm just a number to them, I'm tired of my friends who are never their for me, I'm tired of the self centered assholes who only manipulate a situation from their own prespective, never even thinking about what somone else is going through, I'm tired of missing the people who are never going to come back, I'm tired of being judged for just speaking my mind and the truth, I'm tired of not being able to just let go of everything, I'm tired of wishing I could just start over, I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have, I'm tired of just remembering all the good memories i've had that will never come back, I'm tired of feeling sad for absoulote nothing, I'm tired of being angry at people who don't deserve it, I'm tired of being alone and needing help, I'm tired of having to lie to my friends and telling them it's fine when really it's not, I'm tired of having to put my drama on my friends. I'm tired of not being good enough for anybody, I'm tired of being worthless, I'm tired of falling for all the wrong people, I'm tired of getting hurt, I'm tired of being sick, I'm tired of my parents always fighting, I'm tired of my parents drinking 24/7, I'm tired of everybody assuming, I'm tired of everybody thinking they know everything, I'm tired of all the bullcrap, I'm tired of being tired of everything. I'm tired from being tired”

— Olivia