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“I was not only very ill when I first called for an appointment, I was also terrified and deeply embarrassed. I had never been to a psychiatrist or a psychologist before. I had no choice. I had completely, but completely, lost my mind; if I didn’t get professional help, I was quite likely to lose…” quote by Kay Redfield Jamison
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““I was not only very ill when I first called for an appointment, I was also terrified and deeply embarrassed. I had never been to a psychiatrist or a psychologist before. I had no choice. I had completely, but completely, lost my mind; if I didn’t get professional help, I was quite likely to lose my job, my already precarious marriage, and my life as well. I drove from my office at UCLA to his office in the San Fernando Valley; it was an early southern California evening, usually a lovely time of day, but I was—for the first time in my life—shaking with fear. I shook for what he might tell me, and I shook for what he might not be able to tell me. For once, I could not begin to think or laugh my way out of the situation I was in, and I had no idea whether anything existed that would make me better.””

Kay Redfield Jamison

About This Quote

This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.

Facing severe mental distress, the narrator sought urgent professional help despite fear and stigma, highlighting the crisis of mental health.

In simple terms: Seek help despite fear.

Key Takeaway

Prioritize mental health.

Themes

mental health stigma crisis help‑seeking

Mood

anxious hopeful

Type

motivational empathetic

When to use this quote

  • career crisis
  • marital strain
  • personal health emergency

Key Concepts

psychology anxiety depression professional care

Questions to Reflect On

  • What barriers prevent you from seeking help?
  • How can we reduce mental health stigma?
A Different Perspective

Fear can delay needed treatment.

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