I look out again at the sun-my first full gaze. It is…
““I look out again at the sun-my first full gaze. It is blood-red and men are walking about on rooftops. Everything above the horizon is clear to me. It is like Easter Sunday. Death is behind me and birth too. I am going to live now among the life maladies. I am going to live the spiritual life of the pygmy, the secret life of the little man in the wilderness of the bush. Inner and outer have changed places. Equilibrium is no longer the goal-the scales must be destroyed. Let me hear you promise again all those sunny things you carry inside you. Let me try to believe for one day, while I rest in the open, that the sun brings good tidings. Let me rot in splendor while the sun bursts in your womb. I believe all your lies implicitly. I take you as the personification of evil, as the destroyer of the soul, as the maharanee of the night. Tack your womb up on my wall, so that I may remember you. We must get going. Tomorrow, tomorrow...””
About This Quote
This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.
A transformative vision of rebirth, rejecting old balances for raw, vivid existence.
In simple terms: Seek rebirth, reject old balance.
Embrace chaotic renewal.
Themes
Mood
Type
When to use this quote
- creative crisis
- spiritual awakening
- artistic inspiration
- personal transformation
Key Concepts
Questions to Reflect On
- What old structures must you dismantle?
- How does chaos foster new creation?
The intense imagery may alienate or overwhelm readers.