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“Suddenly I'd had Enough and this was no turn of phrase but a warm body, nervous, with a constitution I could count on like a younger brother. That's when I told my mother: on the other side it's really underdeveloped. We're going back. Really, I said: I want to go back, not possible unless Mummy…” quote by Hélène Cixous
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““Suddenly I'd had Enough and this was no turn of phrase but a warm body, nervous, with a constitution I could count on like a younger brother. That's when I told my mother: on the other side it's really underdeveloped. We're going back. Really, I said: I want to go back, not possible unless Mummy who is part of me comes too. We wait in the empty street at the stop for Lethe, the only bus that runs both ways. My mother is losing patience. The bus doesn't come. It's not easy to wait for a bus you've heard is the only one that runs both ways. I check the guidebook. Neither Canto XIV of the Iliad nor Canto XI of the Odyssey mentions the place. Just what you'd expect for Lethe I tell myself. Naturally forgetfulness attracts attention to itself by means of absence and omission. But for my mother the bus not turning up is the theme of her nightmares. I explain that in this country one comes along every quarter of an hour...To signal to the vehicle that one wishes to board Oblivion Return one must fan open the grille by pressing a button and lighting up the small lantern on the top of the archway, which I did. It's the one gleam of hope in this world.””

Hélène Cixous

About This Quote

This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.

Waiting for an elusive solution (the bus) symbolizes confronting loss, memory, and the yearning for reunion with a part of oneself.

In simple terms: Waiting for a rare bus reflects longing for lost connection.

Key Takeaway

Embrace patience and recognize the power of memory.

Themes

memory loss longing

Mood

poetic melancholic

Type

literary reflective

When to use this quote

  • grief
  • family separation
  • search for identity
  • waiting for resolution

Key Concepts

existentialism mythology

Questions to Reflect On

  • What does the bus represent for you?
  • How can you find meaning while waiting?
A Different Perspective

Hope may be fragile and can lead to despair if unmet.

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