The clamor of 'What have I gotten myself into?' was a…
““The clamor of 'What have I gotten myself into?' was a mighty shout. It could not be drowned out. The only possible distraction was my vigilant search for rattlesnakes. I expected one around every bend, ready to strike. The landscape was made for them, it seemed. And also for mountain lions and wilderness-savvy serial killers. But I wasn't thinking of them. It was a deal I'd made with myself months before and the only thing that allowed me to hike alone. I knew that if I allowed fear to overtake me, my journey was doomed. Fear, to a great extent, is born of a story we tell ourselves, and so I chose to tell myself a different story from the one women are told. I decided I was safe. I was strong. I was brave. Nothing could vanquish me. Insisting on this story was a form of mind control, but for the most part, it worked. Every time I heard a sound of unknown origin or felt something horrible cohering in my imagination, I pushed it away. I simply did not let myself become afraid. Fear begets fear. Power begets power. I willed myself to beget power. And it wasn't long before I actually wasn't afraid.””
About This Quote
This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.
The narrator confronts fear by rewriting her internal story, using deliberate self‑talk to gain confidence and power.
In simple terms: Changing self‑talk defeats fear.
Rewrite your inner narrative for courage.
Themes
Mood
Type
When to use this quote
- solo hiking
- public speaking
- career challenges
- personal setbacks
Key Concepts
Questions to Reflect On
- How does your inner story shape your actions?
- When is caution more valuable than bravado?
Overreliance on positive self‑talk can ignore real risks.