No, dont tell me you fucking understand Do you spend…

“No, dont tell me you fucking understand Do you spend everynight crying yourself to sleep? Do you close your eyes and dream of slicing your vein wide open? Do you fantasize tying a rope around your neck and jumping off the chair just to hang dead in the air? Do you run to the bathroom and purge up your dinner? Even though you HATE puking? DO skip meals just so you can be skinny? Do you get called slut whore emo freak dike lesbo manwhore etc, EVERYDAY. Do people say your with 5 differnt people when REALLY your only with ONE? Has death crossed youe mind over a 100 times today? Do you try your hardest no to cry? Do you wait all day just to run home hide somewhere dark and cry your eyes out? Do you pray to god to get you through another wasted day but to take you to heaven while you sleep? DO you have to bite yourself just to not scream in the shower? Do you wake up ANGRY, because you WOKE up. because, god didnt answere your prayers. Do you have your only true love, not even notice how much you love them? Does the memories of your childhood haunt you all day? Do you wish your suicide attempts succeded instead of failed? NO? Ok, I didnt think so! But I DO. So please PLEASE P.L.E.A.S.E do NOT tell me you fucking understand. Thankyou”

— Broken Soul