Why is it so hard 4 you to understand, I don't want to be…

“Why is it so hard 4 you to understand, I don't want to be with you anymore, You gave me only your hand, You didn't give yourself and I demand war, You betrayed me and I am falling apart, You said you loved me but you hated me, You weren't longer my guard, Being my enemy is what you wanted to be, While I was crying the pain hurt every time again like hell, It didn't stop, it was your way of loving someone, How come you don't know, tears are what you sell, Don't you understand the damage you have done, I still love you, I don't know why, First I was afraid to stand up and tell you how I felt, Now I am afraid, I don't know anymore if I'm still standing high, I shiver when I think about how you yelled, But I still long for your touch, And as I'm imagining, I still love you very much, From your love I could sing, I think it's wrong, Desiring a man that once wounded my body and soul, But I've been with you 4 so long, I don't want to speak, everyday you desperate call, I don't understand why, you first desert me, And then you only want to be with me, it's the, Question why, I am so depressive and still love you, It doesn't make sense, Oh why, why, why, why do I still want you? Why, why, why, why, why, I keep thinking, I realize, in your love I'm sinking.”

— Anonymous