I dont know how to do it, But I got to do right, I need to…

“I dont know how to do it, But I got to do right, I need to say Im sorry, I dont want to see us fight. Im staring at the clouds, I sit and reminisce, I remember all the good times we had I remember our first kiss I dont want to have to end it, I dont want to see it go free, I want to be able to feel you lips Not just in my dreams, Although I constantly dream of you, It just doesnt seem enough, I want to see you face, I want to feel your touch, I want you in my bed, hugging and kissing me, I want you in my bed, Making love to me, I miss all the times weve shared And I cant stand to let it go, Over something that I did I really went down low, I shared a kiss with someone else, When I should only be kissing you, And right after I did thatI felt I wasnt true, Even though he kissed me, And I didnt kiss him back, My mistake was, Not moving and stepping back, It meant absolutely nothing, When his lips were touching mine, I could only see your face, Running through my mind, But out of everything I did the most, The real reason why I cried, Instead of being honest I sat there and I lied, Damn I want to turn back time, And just tell you what went down, I wouldnt be writing this,I wouldnt have this frown, Youd be able to trust me, You wouldnt want to leave, I would be able to hold a smile, Id be able to breathe, Because I did that one thing, My life is just mess, Because I lied to you, I'm suffering from stress, Im suffering from a broken heart, Because I broke yours, But then karma came and turned on me, And you messed with other girls, Damn that really hurt me, But I really do get why, Why you did that to me, Why you made me cry, I know those other girls meant nothing, They were just revenge, Well it really worked, Im not going to pretend, Pretend that Im not jealous, Because I really am, I dont even know the girl, And she got me saying damn, I wish I wouldnt have lied to you, I want to make it work I want to be your only one, I dont want to have to search, Search for a different man, Cause I only want you But when I close my eyes, And I open and your not there, A tear runs down my face,I cant act like I dont care, And I hope you come back, And forgive me for what Ive done, Give me another chance, Give me this last one.”

— Anonymous