These disciples of Jesus were men who had been led to…
““These disciples of Jesus were men who had been led to despair of themselves. At the beginning of their three years of instruction, they had to give up everything they possessed; but only at the end of that time could they begin to give up themselves. They had given up their nets, and their homes, and their friends, and that was right and good to do; but their self, their self-will and their self-desire remained strong all three years! Jesus had often spoken to them about humility, but they did not understand Him. Time after time contention arose among them as to who should be the greatest. At the table at the Last Supper, they were still talking about who would be first among them. They had not given up self. As was made plain more than once, they struggled to live in the Spirit of Jesus!””
About This Quote
This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.
The disciples struggle with self‑attachment despite teachings on humility, showing that true surrender of the ego is harder than giving up material possessions.
In simple terms: They can’t let go of their own pride even after giving up everything else.
Practice humility by releasing personal ego, not just possessions.
Themes
Mood
Type
When to use this quote
- monastic life
- spiritual retreats
- leadership training
- personal counseling
Key Concepts
Questions to Reflect On
- How can one recognize hidden ego when material needs are met?
- What practices help dissolve self‑will?
The focus on external renunciation may overlook deeper psychological barriers to humility.