“Hate is a lot like love. It's warm and fills you up until every part of you is tingling to release it.” — Heather Demetrios Copy Share Image
“This night felt like a last hurrah, like we could blaze our brightest, at the apex of our insane adolescence. This was… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share Image
“You can't screw up your own suicide and then expect the universe to give you presents wrapped in the skin of a… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share Image
“He looks like the kind of boy who would jump trains, strum guitars, and pass a joint.” — Heather Demetrios Copy Share Image
“The past is past. You tried to kill yourself. So what? I humped a couch in season twelve. We all have our… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share Image
“If my sister were a character in a Victorian drama, she would be the snobbish rich girl with a penchant for talking… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share Image
“This, I think, is a little glimpse of what life could be like without my family. Home could be a place of… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share Image
“Even Mom doesn't understand how being in front of a camera all the time twists and warps you. How one second it… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share Image
“I'm not Bonnie™ or Chloe. I'm the essence of her, the nontrademarked person the camera can never capture and my parents have… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share Image
“I don't like seeing myself on camera." But that's not it--that sounds shallow, like I'm worried I'll look fat or something. "It's… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share Image
“Somehow, the pain and rage and confusion of the past eighteen years dissolves until all that is left is this one perfect… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share Image
“It's only later that I'll see you're feeding me rehearsed lines and perfectly timed smiles and gasps and tears that come at precisely the… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share
“The sad swims through your veins, dives right into the middle of your chest with no help at all from me.” — Heather Demetrios Copy Share
“Something in me is dimming, something that I already know I can’t get back. But you’re worth it. You are. I will tell myself… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share
“You're a maze, all high edges and endless loops. I can't find a way out, can't see where I've been. It's all running, lost… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share
“You knew that if you survived that accident, there's no way I could ever leave you again. Not unless I want your blood on… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share
“I'm telling you - guys like Gavin, they're real snakes in the grass.” — Heather Demetrios Copy Share
“You're not very deep." You say these cutting words thoughtfully, to yourself, almost as though you're surprised. They hit me somewhere below my ribs.… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share
“Sometimes I believe I can't take any more. But I'm slowly healing. Slowly, so slowly. But every conversation is a stake into an open… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share
“I'm not over the moon. I'm on the moon. It's surreal, this happiness. I'm scared the universe will notice and take you away from… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share
“When you're a stupid girl in love, it's almost impossible to see the red flags. It's so easy to pretend they're not there, to… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share
“Sometimes I cry, wondering how it was possible that I could have been so goddamn weak, so f*cking spineless. Without you around, I can… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share
“You can't screw up your own suicide and then expect the universe to give you presents wrapped in the skin of a wonderful boy.… — Heather Demetrios Copy Share
“The past is past. You tried to kill yourself. So what? I humped a couch in season twelve. We all have our skeletons.” — Heather Demetrios Copy Share
