--- title: "Meaning & Key Takeaway of: I was lying there trying to control the…" description: "\"“I was lying there trying to control the fear. I did not know much about this uremic poisoning. A woman I'd known slightly in Texas had died of it afte..." image: "https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/d15/william-s-burroughs-528_fear_i-was-lying-there-trying-to-control-the_576215.jpg" --- # I was lying there trying to control the fear. I did not… ![“I was lying there trying to control the fear. I did not know much about this uremic poisoning. A woman I'd known slightly in Texas had died of it after drinking a bottle of beer ever hour, night and day, for two weeks.” quote by William S. Burroughs](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/d15/william-s-burroughs-528_fear_i-was-lying-there-trying-to-control-the_576215.jpg) [Download](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/d15/william-s-burroughs-528_fear_i-was-lying-there-trying-to-control-the_576215.jpg) [Open image](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/d15/william-s-burroughs-528_fear_i-was-lying-there-trying-to-control-the_576215.jpg) > ““I was lying there trying to control the fear. I did not know much about this uremic poisoning. A woman I'd known slightly in Texas had died of it after drinking a bottle of beer ever hour, night and day, for two weeks.”” [William S. Burroughs](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/william-s-burroughs/) ## About This Quote This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation. A desperate attempt to manage fear while confronting unknown poisoning, highlighting ignorance and vulnerability. **In simple terms:** Fear and ignorance coexist in crisis. 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