--- title: "Meaning & Key Takeaway of: What is it? I remembered thinking in…" description: "\"“What is it? I remembered thinking in panic. What is it? Why did I want to follow this man? What was it about the monstrumologist that consumed me? Wha..." image: "https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/4b8/rick-yancey-831_quote_what-is-it-i-remembered-thinking-in-pani_2108561.jpg" --- # What is it? I remembered thinking in panic. What is it?… ![“What is it? I remembered thinking in panic. What is it? Why did I want to follow this man? What was it about the monstrumologist that consumed me? What demon of the pit chewed and gnawed upon my soul like Judas’ in the innermost circle of hell? What did it look like? What was its face? If I could…” quote by Rick Yancey](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/4b8/rick-yancey-831_quote_what-is-it-i-remembered-thinking-in-pani_2108561.jpg) [Download](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/4b8/rick-yancey-831_quote_what-is-it-i-remembered-thinking-in-pani_2108561.jpg) [Open image](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/4b8/rick-yancey-831_quote_what-is-it-i-remembered-thinking-in-pani_2108561.jpg) > ““What is it? I remembered thinking in panic. What is it? Why did I want to follow this man? What was it about the monstrumologist that consumed me? What demon of the pit chewed and gnawed upon my soul like Judas’ in the innermost circle of hell? What did it look like? What was its face? If I could name the nameless thing, if I could put a face upon the faceless thing, perhaps I could free myself from its ravenous embrace.”” [Rick Yancey](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/rick-yancey/) ## About This Quote This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation. Desperate curiosity drives a person to confront terrifying unknowns, seeking to name and thus control fear. **In simple terms:** Fear can be faced by naming it. Key Takeaway Identify and label your fears. Themes fear curiosity identity Mood anxious introspective Type literary psychological When to use this quote - nightmares - creative writing - personal trauma - self‑discovery Key Concepts psychology mythology Questions to Reflect On - What fear have you avoided naming? - Can understanding a fear reduce its grip? A Different Perspective Naming fear may not eliminate its power. ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ No ratings yet [Demon](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/about/demon/) [Hell](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/about/hell/) ## Related quotes > [“What we do in life is one thing. 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