--- title: "Meaning & Key Takeaway of: I suddenly felt that it was all the same…" description: "\"“I suddenly felt that it was all the same to me whether the world existed or whether there had never been anything at all: I began to feel with all my ..." image: "https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/026/fyodor-dostoyevsky-94_apathy_i-suddenly-felt-that-it-was-all-the-same_3207305.jpg" --- # I suddenly felt that it was all the same to me whether the… ![“I suddenly felt that it was all the same to me whether the world existed or whether there had never been anything at all: I began to feel with all my being that there was nothing existing. At first I fancied that many things had existed in the past, but afterwards I guessed that there never had…” quote by Fyodor Dostoyevsky](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/026/fyodor-dostoyevsky-94_apathy_i-suddenly-felt-that-it-was-all-the-same_3207305.jpg) [Download](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/026/fyodor-dostoyevsky-94_apathy_i-suddenly-felt-that-it-was-all-the-same_3207305.jpg) [Open image](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/026/fyodor-dostoyevsky-94_apathy_i-suddenly-felt-that-it-was-all-the-same_3207305.jpg) > ““I suddenly felt that it was all the same to me whether the world existed or whether there had never been anything at all: I began to feel with all my being that there was nothing existing. At first I fancied that many things had existed in the past, but afterwards I guessed that there never had been anything in the past either, but that it had only seemed so for some reason. Little by little I guessed that there would be nothing in the future either. Then I left off being angry with people and almost ceased to notice them. Indeed this showed itself even in the pettiest trifles: I used, for instance, to knock against people in the street. And not so much from being lost in thought: what had I to think about? I had almost given up thinking by that time; nothing mattered to me. If at least I had solved my problems! Oh, I had not settled one of them, and how many there were! But I gave up caring about anything, and all the problems disappeared.”” [Fyodor Dostoyevsky](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/fyodor-dostoyevsky/) ## About This Quote This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation. The narrator experiences profound nihilism, seeing existence as meaningless, leading to emotional detachment and loss of concern for problems. **In simple terms:** He feels nothing matters, so he stops caring about problems. Key Takeaway Accept the emptiness, but seek meaning beyond nihilism. Themes nihilism existentialism detachment meaninglessness Mood melancholic reflective Type philosophical literary When to use this quote - personal crisis - mental health - philosophical contemplation - social interactions Key Concepts absurdism subjective reality psychological isolation Questions to Reflect On - What gives your life meaning? - How do you confront emptiness? 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