--- title: "Meaning & Key Takeaway of: I dont remember the last time I was…" description: "\"I dont remember the last time I was happy. All I know is, I just woke up in this wicked place. This is a world of ice and cold. There is never sunshine..." image: "https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/ba7/broken-soul-3706_day-to-day_i-dont-remember-the-last-time-i-was-happ_1867435.jpg" --- # I dont remember the last time I was happy. All I know is… ![“I dont remember the last time I was happy. All I know is, I just woke up in this wicked place. This is a world of ice and cold. There is never sunshine. It only rains day to day. I have given up all hope. Dont look for me, I'm lost, somewhere cold. It might just be a dark rainy woods, but then…” quote by Broken Soul](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/ba7/broken-soul-3706_day-to-day_i-dont-remember-the-last-time-i-was-happ_1867435.jpg) [Download](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/ba7/broken-soul-3706_day-to-day_i-dont-remember-the-last-time-i-was-happ_1867435.jpg) [Open image](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/ba7/broken-soul-3706_day-to-day_i-dont-remember-the-last-time-i-was-happ_1867435.jpg) > “I dont remember the last time I was happy. All I know is, I just woke up in this wicked place. This is a world of ice and cold. There is never sunshine. It only rains day to day. I have given up all hope. Dont look for me, I'm lost, somewhere cold. It might just be a dark rainy woods, but then agian, I'm lost and I'm alreasy 5 feet in, give me abit, and ill be 6 feet under. Dont try to save me, you cant save the broken. There is no cure for this disease called depression, its like cancer, only it kills WAY more slower and it way MORE painful. It make you want to kill yourself, it makes you attempt to kill yourself, the only REAL thing differnt from depression and cancer is, cancer at least lets you out of your misery and into heaven. Depression... Never lets you die, its just a dark cloud over you all day everyday, umtil you die of old age. AND, IF you do get to die, you only go to hell. SO dont try to save me, I'm now 5.8 feel under. Give it sometime. Ill be gone...” [Broken Soul](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/broken-soul/) ## About This Quote This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation. The writer expresses deep hopelessness and despair, comparing depression to a slow, painful disease that feels inescapable, yearning for death as release. **In simple terms:** Depression feels endless and painful, with no hope. Key Takeaway Seek professional help and support for depression. Themes mental health despair hopelessness suicide Mood despair urgent Type personal warning When to use this quote - therapy - support groups - emergency contacts Key Concepts psychological suffering existential crisis Questions to Reflect On - What steps can be taken to find hope? - How can others support someone in deep depression? 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