--- title: "Meaning & Key Takeaway of: The feelings I thought I had left behind…" description: "\"“The feelings I thought I had left behind returned when, almost nineteen years later, the Islamic regime would once again turn against its students. Th..." image: "https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/a59/azar-nafisi-2001_left-behind_the-feelings-i-thought-i-had-left-behind_2958033.png" --- # The feelings I thought I had left behind returned when… ![“The feelings I thought I had left behind returned when, almost nineteen years later, the Islamic regime would once again turn against its students. This time it would open fire on those it had admitted to the universities, those who were its own children, the children of the revolution. Once more…” quote by Azar Nafisi](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/a59/azar-nafisi-2001_left-behind_the-feelings-i-thought-i-had-left-behind_2958033.png) [Download](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/a59/azar-nafisi-2001_left-behind_the-feelings-i-thought-i-had-left-behind_2958033.png) [Open image](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/a59/azar-nafisi-2001_left-behind_the-feelings-i-thought-i-had-left-behind_2958033.png) > ““The feelings I thought I had left behind returned when, almost nineteen years later, the Islamic regime would once again turn against its students. This time it would open fire on those it had admitted to the universities, those who were its own children, the children of the revolution. Once more my students would go to the hospitals in search of the murdered bodies that where stolen by the guards and vigilantes and try to prevent them from stealing the wounded. I would like to know where Mr. Bahri is right now, at this moment, and to ask him: How did it all turn out, Mr. Bahri - was this your dream, your dream of the revolution? Who will pay for all those ghosts in my memories? Who will pay for the snapshots of the murdered and the executed that we hid in our shoes and closets as we moved on to other things? Tell me, Mr. Bahri-or, to use that odd expression of Gatsby's, Tell me, old sport- what shell we do with all this corpses on our hands?”” [Azar Nafisi](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/azar-nafisi/) ## About This Quote This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation. Trauma of repression resurfaces, questioning revolutionary promises. **In simple terms:** Revolution can betray its own. Key Takeaway Remember history's costs. Themes politics memory violence Mood somber reflective Type historical personal When to use this quote - human rights advocacy - educational reform - personal healing - journalism Key Concepts authoritarianism revolution human rights Questions to Reflect On - How do you confront past trauma? - What responsibility do we have to remember? 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