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# Etty Hillesum

(1914–1943)   Writer   Kingdom of the Netherlands

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Etty Hillesum was a writer from the Kingdom of the Netherlands, best known for *Het verstoorde leven: Dagboek van Etty Hillesum, 1941-1943*.

## Quick Facts About Etty Hillesum

Born January 15, 1914

Died November 30, 1943

Nationality Kingdom of the Netherlands

Profession Writer

Notable works Het verstoorde leven: Dagboek van Etty Hillesum, 1941-1943

Known for An Interrupted Life

## About Etty Hillesum

Esther "Etty" Hillesum was a Dutch Jewish author of confessional letters and diaries which describe both her religious awakening and the persecutions of Jewish people in Amsterdam during the German occupation. In 1943, she was deported and murdered in the Auschwitz concentration camp.

##  Quotes by Etty Hillesum · Page 2

> [I do believe it is possible to create, even without ever writing a word or painting a picture, by simply molding one’s…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/i-do-believe-it-is-possible-to-create-even-without-ever-writing-a/)

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> [We have to fight them daily, lake fleas, those many small worries about the morrow, for they sap our energies.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/we-have-to-fight-them-daily-lake-fleas-those-many-small-worries-about/)

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> [Each of us must turn inward and destroy in himself all that he thinks he ought to destroy in others.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/each-of-us-must-turn-inward-and-destroy-in-himself-all-that-he-thinks/)

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> [Sometimes I try my hand at turning out small profundities and uncertain short stories, but I always end up with just one…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/sometimes-i-try-my-hand-at-turning-out-small-profundities-and/)

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> [Greed probably figures in my intellectual life as well, as I attempt to absorb a massive amount of information with consequent mental…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/greed-probably-figures-in-my-intellectual-life-as-well-as-i-attempt/)

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> [How rash to assert that man shapes his own destiny. All he can do is determine his inner responses.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/how-rash-to-assert-that-man-shapes-his-own-destiny-all-he-can-do-is/)

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> [If one finds the strength to deal with small things, one finds it to deal with the large ones as well.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/if-one-finds-the-strength-to-deal-with-small-things-one-finds-it-to/)

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> [To live fully, outwardly and inwardly, not to ignore the external reality for the sake of the inner life, or the reverse,…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/to-live-fully-outwardly-and-inwardly-not-to-ignore-the-external/)

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> [Sometimes I feel that every word spoken and every gesture made merely serve to exacerbate misunderstandings. Then what I would really like…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/sometimes-i-feel-that-every-word-spoken-and-every-gesture-made-merely/)

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> [“Wanneer een S.S.-man me dood zou trappen, dan zou ik nog opkijken naar z'n gezicht en me met angstige verbazing en menselijke…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/wanneer-een-s-s-man-me-dood-zou-trappen-dan-zou-ik-nog-opkijken-naar/)

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> [Every day I shall put my papers in order and every day I shall say farewell. And the real farewell, when it…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/every-day-i-shall-put-my-papers-in-order-and-every-day-i-shall-say/)

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> [I keep remembering from my early student days how I would walk at night through the streets, my hands bunched into fists…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/i-keep-remembering-from-my-early-student-days-how-i-would-walk-at/)

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> [It is the only thing we can do. Each of us must turn inward and destroy in himself all that he thinks…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/it-is-the-only-thing-we-can-do-each-of-us-must-turn-inward-and/)

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> [Thinking gets you nowhere. It may be a fine and noble aid in academic studies, but you can't think your way out…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/thinking-gets-you-nowhere-it-may-be-a-fine-and-noble-aid-in-academic/)

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> [A large group of us were crowded into the Gestapo hall, and at that moment the circumstances of all our lives were…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/a-large-group-of-us-were-crowded-into-the-gestapo-hall-and-at-that/)

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> [I really see no other solution than to turn inwards and to root out all the rottenness there. I no longer believe…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/i-really-see-no-other-solution-than-to-turn-inwards-and-to-root-out/)

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> [As life becomes harder and more threatening, it also becomes richer, because the fewer expectations we have, the more good things of…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/as-life-becomes-harder-and-more-threatening-it-also-becomes-richer/)

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> [One must also accept that one has 'uncreative' moments. The more honestly one can accept that, the quicker these moments will pass.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/one-must-also-accept-that-one-has-uncreative-moments-the-more/)

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> [I don’t want to be anything special. I only want to try to be true to that in me which seeks to…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/i-don-t-want-to-be-anything-special-i-only-want-to-try-to-be-true-to/)

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> [Life cannot be captured in a few axioms. And that is just what I keep trying to do. But it won't work,…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/life-cannot-be-captured-in-a-few-axioms-and-that-is-just-what-i-keep/)

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> [Ultimately, we have just one moral duty: to reclaim large areas of peace in ourselves, more and more peace, and to reflect…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/ultimately-we-have-just-one-moral-duty-to-reclaim-large-areas-of/)

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> [And I believe that I will never be able to hate any human being for his so-called 'wickedness,' that I shall only…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/etty-hillesum/and-i-believe-that-i-will-never-be-able-to-hate-any-human-being-for/)

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