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title: "322 Kill Myself Quotes by 233 authors"
description: "Browse 322 Kill Myself quotes by 233 authors. Discover the best Kill Myself sayings and thoughts."
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> [“I'd kill myself for you, I'd kill you for myself”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/pantera-vulgar-display-of-power/i-d-kill-myself-for-you-i-d-kill-you-for-myself/)

[PANTERA Vulgar Display of Power](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/pantera-vulgar-display-of-power/)

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> [I don't kill myself. I can't live like that.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/devon-windsor/i-don-t-kill-myself-i-can-t-live-like-that/)

[Devon Windsor](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/devon-windsor/)

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> [“If I weren't so depressed, I'd kill myself.”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/steve-kluger/if-i-weren-t-so-depressed-i-d-kill-myself/)

[Steve Kluger](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/steve-kluger/)

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> [I'm moving to Nevada. Either there or kill myself.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/raymond-carver/i-m-moving-to-nevada-either-there-or-kill-myself/)

[Raymond Carver](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/raymond-carver/)

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> [Give me a reason I shouldn't kill myself tonight](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/fading-scars/give-me-a-reason-i-shouldn-t-kill-myself-tonight/)

[Fading\_scars](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/fading-scars/)

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> [“I will kill myself before letting her go.”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/katy-evans/i-will-kill-myself-before-letting-her-go/)

[Katy Evans](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/katy-evans/)

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> [I'd kill myself if I was as fat as Marilyn Monroe.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/elizabeth-hurley/i-d-kill-myself-if-i-was-as-fat-as-marilyn-monroe/)

[Elizabeth Hurley](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/elizabeth-hurley/)

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> [“I've got to decide: kill myself or love myself?”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/charles-bukowski/i-ve-got-to-decide-kill-myself-or-love-myself/)

[Charles Bukowski](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/charles-bukowski/)

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> [If I weren't already dead, I'd have to kill myself just so I could roll over in my grave.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/anonymous/if-i-weren-t-already-dead-i-d-have-to-kill-myself-just-so-i-could/)

[Anonymous](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/anonymous/)

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> [I don't need a reason to kill myself-I need a reason not to.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jennifer-jason-leigh/i-don-t-need-a-reason-to-kill-myself-i-need-a-reason-not-to/)

[Jennifer Jason Leigh](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jennifer-jason-leigh/)

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> [I've never wanted to kill myself over anything major. It's always the little things that do me in.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/bill-burr/i-ve-never-wanted-to-kill-myself-over-anything-major-it-s-always-the/)

[Bill Burr](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/bill-burr/)

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> [If I would kill myself tonight who would remember me tomorrow? probably no one](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/anonymous/if-i-would-kill-myself-tonight-who-would-remember-me-tomorrow/)

[Anonymous](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/anonymous/)

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> [“I will kill myself soon. But until then how do l tame my pain?”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/sonali-deraniyagala/i-will-kill-myself-soon-but-until-then-how-do-l-tame-my-pain/)

[Sonali Deraniyagala](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/sonali-deraniyagala/)

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> [“If I knew I had to go through those experiences again," he finally said, "I'd kill myself.”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/laura-hillenbrand/if-i-knew-i-had-to-go-through-those-experiences-again-he-finally-said/)

[Laura Hillenbrand](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/laura-hillenbrand/)

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> [I'd like to say that this time I'd kill myself too..but I've never had that kind of courage.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jodi-picoult/i-d-like-to-say-that-this-time-i-d-kill-myself-too-but-i-ve-never-had/)

[Jodi Picoult](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jodi-picoult/)

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> [“The university is located between San Francisco, Oakland and my internal wish to kill myself.”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/l-j-shen/the-university-is-located-between-san-francisco-oakland-and-my/)

[L.J. Shen](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/l-j-shen/)

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> [“I think: this is what I will miss. I think: I will kill myself rather than miss it. I think: how long…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/madeline-miller/i-think-this-is-what-i-will-miss-i-think-i-will-kill-myself-rather/)

[Madeline Miller](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/madeline-miller/)

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> [It's easy to tell me not to kill myself. The hard part is actually giving a shit once I decide to stick…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/anonymous/it-s-easy-to-tell-me-not-to-kill-myself-the-hard-part-is-actually/)

[Anonymous](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/anonymous/)

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> [As a kid, when I got to the edge of a cliff I wanted to jump off. I didn't want to kill…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/tom-cruise/as-a-kid-when-i-got-to-the-edge-of-a-cliff-i-wanted-to-jump-off-i/)

[Tom Cruise](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/tom-cruise/)

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> [Truth is a pain which will not stop. And the truth of this world is to die. You must choose: either dying…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/louis-ferdinand-celine/truth-is-a-pain-which-will-not-stop-and-the-truth-of-this-world-is-to/)

[Louis-Ferdinand Celine](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/louis-ferdinand-celine/)

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> [I wish that I was dead. Oh, they'll be sorry then. I hate them and I'll kill myself tomorrow. I want to…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/vernon-scannell/i-wish-that-i-was-dead-oh-they-ll-be-sorry-then-i-hate-them-and-i-ll/)

[Vernon Scannell](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/vernon-scannell/)

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> [~You would have never thought how scared I was when I found out he was gone its just I loved him so…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/she-s-broken-2/you-would-have-never-thought-how-scared-i-was-when-i-found-out-he-was/)

[She's Broken](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/she-s-broken-2/)

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> [People tell me to follow my dreams..then how come they wont let me kill myself .. its all I ever dream or…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/anonymous/people-tell-me-to-follow-my-dreams-then-how-come-they-wont-let-me/)

[Anonymous](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/anonymous/)

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> [I always have a picture in my head of what I want. I will literally do anything to make it happen. I…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/anonymous/i-always-have-a-picture-in-my-head-of-what-i-want-i-will-literally-do/)

[Anonymous](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/anonymous/)

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> [I mean honestly, does it make you feel good to go tell me to go kill myself? and does it make you…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/patience/i-mean-honestly-does-it-make-you-feel-good-to-go-tell-me-to-go-kill/)

[Patience](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/patience/)

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> [Kill myself? Killing myself is the last thing I'd ever do. Now I have a purpose, a reason to live. I don't…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/dan-castellaneta/kill-myself-killing-myself-is-the-last-thing-i-d-ever-do-now-i-have-a/)

[Dan Castellaneta](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/dan-castellaneta/)

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> [All of our lives end at one point in time.. right? Okay, so answer this for me. Why do you keep telling…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/anonymous/all-of-our-lives-end-at-one-point-in-time-right-okay-so-answer-this/)

[Anonymous](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/anonymous/)

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> [I hate myself for you I break myself for you I'd kill myself for you I'd better save myself from you Every…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/brian-wright/i-hate-myself-for-you-i-break-myself-for-you-i-d-kill-myself-for-you/)

[Brian Wright](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/brian-wright/)

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> [I'm a wise Latina woman. Whatever, man. Thank God I'm not in politics, because the fact that you have to explain everything…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/justina-machado/i-m-a-wise-latina-woman-whatever-man-thank-god-i-m-not-in-politics/)

[Justina Machado](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/justina-machado/)

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> [“When I had that idea about the gaslights in the street, I glanced at the sky. It was very dark, but I…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/fyodor-dostoevsky/when-i-had-that-idea-about-the-gaslights-in-the-street-i-glanced-at/)

[Fyodor Dostoevsky](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/fyodor-dostoevsky/)

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> [Ok I'm done with my life I'm going to kill myself I dont want to live anymore I want ton die in…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/anonymous/ok-i-m-done-with-my-life-i-m-going-to-kill-myself-i-dont-want-to-live/)

[Anonymous](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/anonymous/)

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> [So, yeah, I'm going to try to win the national championship next year. But I'm not going to kill myself doing it.…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/geno-auriemma/so-yeah-i-m-going-to-try-to-win-the-national-championship-next-year/)

[Geno Auriemma](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/geno-auriemma/)

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> [Dont fucking ask me if I'm OK, I dont want to have to lie. Dont ask me if I'm happy, I dont…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/broken-soul/dont-fucking-ask-me-if-i-m-ok-i-dont-want-to-have-to-lie-dont-ask-me/)

[Broken Soul](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/broken-soul/)

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> [They say you need to pray, if you want to go to heaven. But they dont tell you what to say when…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/they-say-you-need-to-pray-if-you-want-to-go-to-heaven-but-they-dont/)

[Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/)

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> [“One thing that pisses me off royally is hearing drug companies denounced as the devil. I don't like giant corporations (or, in…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/stacy-pershall/one-thing-that-pisses-me-off-royally-is-hearing-drug-companies/)

[Stacy Pershall](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/stacy-pershall/)

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> [“The truth is that all this was just part of the suicide process. Because tanning and steroids are only a problem if…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/chuck-palahniuk/the-truth-is-that-all-this-was-just-part-of-the-suicide-process/)

[Chuck Palahniuk](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/chuck-palahniuk/)

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> [I wasn't paying attention," said Myrtle dramatically. "Peeves upset me so much I came in here and tried to kill myself. Then,…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/anonymous/i-wasn-t-paying-attention-said-myrtle-dramatically-peeves-upset-me-so/)

[Anonymous](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/anonymous/)

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> [“People who are into drugs can sniff them out in the desert if they have to. And they'll find the codeine cough…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/anthony-kiedis/people-who-are-into-drugs-can-sniff-them-out-in-the-desert-if-they/)

[Anthony Kiedis](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/anthony-kiedis/)

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> [You say you know me but you really don't know, With the way I feel its no other way I can let…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/she-s-gone/you-say-you-know-me-but-you-really-don-t-know-with-the-way-i-feel-its/)

[She's\_gone](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/she-s-gone/)

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> [“I was dissatisfied with my 1967 manuscript and decided to rewrite the book. It was the first of September, and I said…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/oliver-sacks/i-was-dissatisfied-with-my-1967-manuscript-and-decided-to-rewrite-the/)

[Oliver Sacks](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/oliver-sacks/)

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                        "text": "~You would have never thought how scared I was when I found out he was gone its just I loved him so much I would have done anything for him i've decided to kill myself.~",
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                        "text": "People tell me to follow my dreams..then how come they wont let me kill myself .. its all I ever dream or think about",
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                        "text": "I mean honestly, does it make you feel good to go tell me to go kill myself? and does it make you feel like a badass when you say you wish I was dead? but how would you feel if I actually did kill myself? just think about that.",
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                        "text": "Kill myself? Killing myself is the last thing I'd ever do. Now I have a purpose, a reason to live. I don't care who I have to face, I don't care who I have to fight, I will not rest until this street gets a stop sign!",
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                        "text": "All of our lives end at one point in time.. right? Okay, so answer this for me. Why do you keep telling me to kill myself? Is it because I'm different? Or is just simply because you're a douche.. whoopsy daisy.. I mean, jealous? Which is it?",
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                        "text": "I hate myself for you I break myself for you I'd kill myself for you I'd better save myself from you Every time you want me to be Something I could never be I guess we'll have to wait and see 'Till the next time that you have to come again",
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                        "text": "I'm a wise Latina woman. Whatever, man. Thank God I'm not in politics, because the fact that you have to explain everything - I'd kill myself. I can't take all those little things they dissect. I'm like, 'Oh my God, get a life.' I don't have time for this.",
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                        "text": "“When I had that idea about the gaslights in the street, I glanced at the sky. It was very dark, but I could make out torn clouds and bottomless black gaps between them. Suddenly I noticed a little star in one of those gaps. I looked at it intently. That star reminded me that I wanted to kill myself. I decided I would go through with it that very night.”",
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                        "text": "Ok I'm done with my life I'm going to kill myself I dont want to live anymore I want ton die in a ditch and I dont want to live any more and my bf is already trying to stop me but he cant so if u got a better reason to tell me why I shouldnôt kill myself then bring it cause I bet it wonôt change my mind",
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                        "text": "So, yeah, I'm going to try to win the national championship next year. But I'm not going to kill myself doing it. I'm not going to kill my players either. You really start to realize there's a lot more to what we're trying to do then winning games",
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                        "text": "Dont fucking ask me if I'm OK, I dont want to have to lie. Dont ask me if I'm happy, I dont want to lie. Dont tell me I'm beautiful I dont want to hear YOUR lies. Dont tell me you love me, I dont want to fall for your sick lies. Dont tell me everything will be fine... I'm dead inside. My whole life ppl have told me I'd be fine... look how that ended up... Mother: drugs & sex & addictions. Left me & gave me up to foster Birth father: in jail Siblings: went with their dad, my sister was pregnat at 13 my brother was abusive & my younger siblings didnt know what was going on. I was raped.. how nice, now I can hardly take being touched but I'm obsessed wiht older men... I was thrown family to family until I was adopted... then I became the problem if it wasnt for me my parents wouldnt fight.. but they do & its all my fault.. Then ppl bullied me, because I was fat ugly stupid nerd freak bitch whore ana slut emo suicidal bipolar & anything else they could think of... then my bestfriend sexually mentally verbally abused me... I attempted suicide so many times. I remember waking up in the hospital bed confused as hell, not sure WHAT was going on & then I remembered I tried to kill myself, oh great... I STILL have to live. I was a cutter a burner bulmic anorexic suicidal, pretty much whatever you can think of. so dont you dare to me it gets better, becasue baby, my whole life... didnt get better. Now I'm just waiting for superman... to come save me, honestly dear, he only exsists in stories.",
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                        "text": "They say you need to pray, if you want to go to heaven. But they dont tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell.The only thing standing between me and total happiness is reality.True strength is holding it together when everyone else would understand if you fall apart.The only thing worse then being hated is being ignored. At least when they hate you they treat you like you exist.There is something beautiful about all scars of whatever nature. A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed, done with.Rock bottom is good solid ground, and a dead end street is just a place to turn around.She could shut out the whole world, including herself.Our scars have the power to remind us that the past is real.Sometimes I feel like no one cares. Sometimes I feel like no one is there. Sometimes I want to kill myself. Sometimes I think I need some help. Sometimes I feel like Im alone. Sometimes Im in an empty zone. Sometimes I feel like Im not alive. Sometimes I wonder if Im deprived. Sometimes I think the world should end. Sometimes I think I have no friends. Sometimes I want to make them see that sometimes I wish I wasnt me¦Im so broken. not half full, not half empty, not ever cracked. Im just broken. I cant exist anymore. I can barely function. theres nothing left to me. and I dont care.Cutting is a stepping stone for me. All my life I have been put through so much emotional pain and ive let myself just sit and drown in it. I cant physically or emotionally do it anymore. So I cut. It temporarily takes my pain away until I am able to remove myself from all feeling. I am detached from everything right now¦ I am numb.Please dont blame yourself for any of the stupid shit that I choose to do. None of this is your fault. Im the one who makes these bad decisions so Im the one who pays the consequences.They didnt know that she was planning something. Most people thought she was perfectly fine. She was good at pretending¦but some people knew she wasnt okay but they didnt realize how bad it was. She would party every weekend. She was border line alcoholic rarely going 48 hours without being 100% sober. She tried finding comfort in anything even if that meant fucking some guy she just met one night while she had been drinking. Everyday was going by as a blur. They didnt know that she cried herself to sleep every night. They didnt know that she had practiced cutting herself so many times. They didnt know that she had written and rewritten letters to all the people she cared about most telling them she loved them and apologizing. She even wrote one to the person who was most important to her, who wouldnt understand what had happened because she was to young. She wanted her to know it wasnt her fault and she loved her dearly. They just didnt know. They found her surrounded¦ in her own blood. They finally knew¦ they finally realized that she really wasnt okay and the rumors, and the fake friends, and the guys who liked her for all the wrong reasons, and the family, and the lies, and the unperfect body that she saw that everyone else thought was close to perfect, had gotten to her. She finally had the courage to press down hard enough¦ and they finally knew that she planned this.Its not how tragically we suffer but how miraculously we live.Life and death are balanced on the edge of a razor.Im not gonna give a fuck anymore¦ If you hurt me, Im gonna hurt you. Thats how its gonna be from now on¦How can you hide from what never goes away?One morning you wake up afraid to live.Theres a smile on my face but I dont know why its there¦ I put it on to satisfy all the people that dont even care.Im often silent when I am screaming inside.The deepest people are the ones whove been hurt the most.Someone once asked me, Why do you always insist on taking the hard road? I replied, Why do you assume I see two roads?Wear a mask that grins and lies, it hides our cheeks and shades our eyes. The debt we pay to human guile, with torn and broken hearts, we smile.Sometimes I feel like nobody has held me down and forced me to cry or made me hug them, or seen to the inside of me. I just say oh Im fine and walk away. Nobodys ever said to me no youre not.Do you ever get that feeling where you dont want to talk to anybody? You dont want to smile and you dont want to fake being happy. But at the same time you dont know exactly whats wrong either. There isnt a way to explain it to someone who doesnt already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when youre alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isnt anyone who wont take I dont know for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until the",
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                        "text": "“One thing that pisses me off royally is hearing drug companies denounced as the devil. I don't like giant corporations (or, in the words of Spalding Gray, \"the big indifferent machine\") any more than anyone else, but I really don't like wanting to kill myself. A person who denounces psychopharmaceuticals based on a political agenda is a person who has never lain crumpled in a ball in the closet, sobbing uncontrollably, face covered in Sharpie, throat raw from induced vomiting. Accordingly, that person should be thankful and shut the hell up.”",
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                        "text": "“The truth is that all this was just part of the suicide process. Because tanning and steroids are only a problem if you plan to live a long time. Because the only difference between a suicide and a martyrdom really is the amount of press coverage. If a tress falls in the forest and nobody is there to hear it, doesn’t it just lie there and rot? And if Christ had died from a barbiturate overdose, alone on the bathroom floor, would He be in Heaven This wasn’t a question of whether I was going to kill myself. This, this effort, this money and time, the writing team, the drugs, the diet, the agent, the flights of stairs going up to nowhere, all this was so I could off myself with everyone’s full attention.”",
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                        "text": "I wasn't paying attention,\" said Myrtle dramatically. \"Peeves upset me so much I came in here and tried to kill myself. Then, of course, I remembered that I'm -- that I'm --\" \"Already dead,\" said Ron hopefully. Myrtle gave a tragic sob, rose up in the air, turned over, and dived headfirst into the toilet, splashing water all over them and vanishing from sight, although from the direction of her muffled sobs, she had come to rest somewhere in the U-bend.",
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                        "text": "“People who are into drugs can sniff them out in the desert if they have to. And they'll find the codeine cough syrup or the person who's got some prescription that most resembles the drug of choice. It's weird, I was such a survivor and so wanted to be a part of life while I was trying to snuff out the life that was inside of me. I had this duality of trying to kill myself with drugs, then eating really good food and exercising and going swimming and trying to be a part of life. I was always going back and forth on some level.”",
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                        "text": "You say you know me but you really don't know, With the way I feel its no other way I can let my emotions show, Yeah, I could talk about it but it wont change a thing, I could walk around with a smile on my face just to hide the pain, I could walk around with my head held high but deep inside I cry, I could try my best to explain but you still wouldn't know what's going on inside my mind, I feel time is running short and I can no longer seek help, GOD I gotta make it to heaven for going through hell, I've lost everything and gained nothing, I fantasize of a better life, GOD help me before I kill myself tonight, I look at my reflection in the mirror and I see nothing, I don't belong on this earth because I let everyone down, You don't know what its like to look at the world in slow motion and no sound! I've got all I've ever wanted but I still remain unhappy, So I keep to myself and allow my blade to stay happy, To feel this blood trickle down my arm and drop to the floor, Would only a sorry life be lost or something so much more? People ask why it is I do these things, But they don't know what its like to go to bed and not be able to dream, Or walk around this world and everyone treats you like make believe, I would rather be dead because I have no dreams to achieve, All my life people have told me that I would amount to nothing, I started to believe it so I stopped pushing myself to do good, I figured that GOD doesn't care either and I have no reason why he should, Sometimes I feel like I'm better off dead, Yes I want to cry but it's hard because I have no tears to shed, I hide behind a knife, To you its wrong, But to me it's the only thing that's right, Everyone seems to judge what they don't understand, But I'm coming to you real because this may be my only chance. < 3",
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                        "text": "“I was dissatisfied with my 1967 manuscript and decided to rewrite the book. It was the first of September, and I said to myself, “If I do not have the finished manuscript in Faber’s hands by September 10, I shall have to kill myself.” And under this threat, I started writing. Within a day or so, the feeling of threat had disappeared, and the joy of writing took over. I was no longer using drugs, but it was a time of extraordinary elation and energy. It seemed to me almost as though the book were being dictated, everything organizing itself swiftly and automatically. I would sleep for just a couple of hours a night. And a day ahead of schedule, on September 9, I took the book to Faber & Faber. Their offices were in Great Russell Street, near the British Museum, and after dropping off the manuscript, I walked over to the museum. Looking at artifacts there — pottery, sculptures, tools, and especially books and manuscripts, which had long outlived their creators — I had the feeling that I, too, had produced something. Something modest, perhaps, but with a reality and existence of its own, something that might live on after I was gone. I have never had such a strong feeling, a feeling of having made something real and of some value, as I did with that first book, which was written in the face of such threats from Friedman and, for that matter, from myself. Returning to New York, I felt a sense of joyousness and almost blessedness. I wanted to shout, “Hallelujah!” but I was too shy. Instead, I went to concerts every night — Mozart operas and Fischer-Dieskau singing Schubert — feeling exuberant and alive.”",
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